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This is the only song to date that I have written on piano. I think a different instrument really changed my melody phrasing. Well, that and the sense of melancholy I felt as I walked home from work one Autumn evening with the brown leaves blowing in the icy wind all around me. The seasons were changing and this African boy was feeling the cold. I sat down at the piano and captured the way I felt.
I’ve never liked things being left unresolved, and even as this song came out that night I found encouragment singing truth I could fasten my hope to. No matter how cold it gets, there is a love that burns for me. Songs are seldom finished in one night, however! The inspiration had hit, but the perspiration was to come. I think I heard that great song-writing saying from David Ruis.
Julian and I shortlisted this song for the album, the theme and feel were mostly there but the melody and lyrics needed work. Letting someone strip your art down and re-built it can be painful, but it is not without its rewards. It was the last song we finished writting: as one line would change we would think of a better one elsewhere. I guess my need for resolve kicked in again and we wanted verse 2 to explain better what it was we have found in God’s love - or how we are changed when His love found us. A book called ‘The Ragamuffin Gospel‘ by Brennan Manning helped alot too.
I favour songs with more than just 2 or 3 parts, it gives more scope and dynamics, especially when doing the song live. But, in a complete contradiction, we did not write a bridge. The idea of key-change / lift / instrumental felt strong enough without one. And it is one of my favourite parts of the album.
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What comes first - the music, the melody or the lyrics? Its a common question in song writing, and as I write these song stories I realise that there is no hard and fast answer! I guess being ready, willing and able to flow with what ever is going on and how ever you are feeling at the moment is far more important.
That’s where this song was birthed. It was during a worship session at a Revival Fires conference in Dudley, and we had reached one of those points where you don’t want to move on from the moment because there is something so special going on, and also because you can’t think of any song that would capture it correctly. So, in that atmosphere, I started singing out the words ‘I love Your presence’. We repeated it and repeated it, but instead of adding on something like ‘the way You change me’ or ‘its the power to heal’ or something similar at the end, I was overwhelmed with the thought that He was just ‘here’. As the band and congregation joined in and the melody escalated, I knew I had to remember this humble chorus for later…
Some messages live with you forever, I think its one way the Holy Spirit speaks to you. Some time after that conference, I remember watching Larry Randolph speak on TV about Moses at the burning bush in the book of Genesis. Larry spoke about how God set the bush on fire to distract Moses from the every day, the mundane, the routine, the familiar. My soul fed on Larry’s words for weeks, it felt like the right idea to hang this simple new-found chorus upon, and I forged the lyrics for the verse around those words.
As worship leaders, it can be so easy to become accustomed to the songs we sing, either wanting to use the hits that ‘do it’ for people, or just sometimes going through the motion of worship without our hearts really engaging. That’s what I love about His presence. Its always so real and there’s no escaping when He shows up. I want to try and live with that as my focus, to expect Him to walk into the room and ruin us for the ordinary. That what this song is about.
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